ManiacalSprite

A car wreck away from beautiful Just a painful scar to ponder upon Bleed like my dreams Fade like my memories Sink into; accept my destruction. Love me, materially. Toy emotion, fucking plastic heart. Misjudging the distance. Forgetting about this existence Playing dead on a winters day. Gray skies; going too fast to comprehend. Hiding behind what makes you mine. So pretty falling forever. Such a failure in your endeavor. Just waiting to tear me apart. Submissive psycho. His feelings always on the wind. Bipolar goddess. So sweet, deceiver; heart of a fiend A crash into glass roses turned red. And that's what makes us beau

An angel, once a smile to me Fades away in symphonic tragedy A star burnt out through silent tears Left there to remind us, our mistakes through these years Rain falling on a pallid face. The memory of you, and all your disgrace Smiles playing on the lips of the apathetic. Laughing at the your meek attempts, so pathetic. Suffocated; your wings pretended. Like apprehensive children getting offended A massacre in your eyes. Just the thought can make you despise. No frost on the windows as she breathes her sigh A long intention passing, acid tears she should cry For her wings torn and withering; stricken on cold ground. But livin

I've abandoned you I've cut you off I've sold you for my tears I've murdered you I've fucked you up a thousand times these years I've warned you I've controlled you I've tried to hold you close I've scorned you I've envied you like no one could ever know I've taught you I've denied you   I've always thought you were mine I've listened to you I've guided you given you all my time I've lied with you I've cried with you I've given you my best advice I've protected you I've respected you even when we had fights I've given up. I've paid my dues. I knew this day would come. And now it has. Its just too bad. Hope you kn

The truth woudn't keep me alive. The lies didn't show me how to thrive. My pain never woke me up. My heart never gave a fuck. Their screams never got to me. You were never able to make me see. The scars were there before the blade. My soul was black before I was made. Your kiss almost had me awake. It's just too bad it came too late.

Todays angel, tomorrows whore. Staring at your picture, psychotic, with my eyes, burning holes in your heart. My gaze sending you curses; laughing at the fact that you can't "feel this"... at all. But im just a little girl, who holds your soul I let it twirl. in the palm of my hand only letting you go, on my demand. As easy as I could take your life, Look into those whores' eyes and see inside that ugly head that I want dead, Id stroke your hair before you screamed. Then rip it out and tell you it's all a dream. And in the end, what will be solved? Just another memory for me to dissolve. Float higher and let the rain wa

'Melancholic Dreamer' Beauty faded in cold resistnace. Just shadows on a moonlit wall. Having to bleed in familiar consistence. Images flash which would apall. Flames engulf green eyes turned grey. A goddess' rage never fed. Never listening to the hurtful words they say. Always sleeping in sorrows bed. Anticipation for a difference in the mirror. A war with this face everyday. Struggling just to understand clearer. Wandering, trying to find my  way. Frustration at such silent, dead lips. Never giving in to scream. Trying to fix the scars and rips. Tearing out the seams. Stormy eyes looking out to a sea of trouble. Distanc

You left me to wither and die in my own sorrow & fear. Leaving all of your memories to disintigrate here. In my heart where your scent is kept cold. Where all the walls are papered with the remains of whats old. All the cracks in the floor that I cross so unsure. All the perfect visions of you that beguile & allure. Hear the machine thats beating inside stop and scream. When im awoken from this forever-dream. Kiss the hatred on its black peal lips. And feel the burn in your fingertips. Fall back asleep and remember to breath. Blood rushing into me so fast as I remember you leave. Assuming that im dead, throw my body in the trash.

Its a beautiful dreamworld built around your face. When you turn it on me and make me a disgrace, its okay. I know the words are like the smoke that dissolves into the night air. Theyll disappear until you light up another one. I wonder why the easiest things are so hard for me. You wanna see the beautiful red of the blood, but you dont want to make the cut or break the promise. The scars last forever, alone and looking up at you with disgust. But your hearts on the inside, wanting to beat a hole through your chest. Make you feel what it feels. Sinking down into an unknown abyss that swallows up the color of the world and kills the emotions.

Breath one more time for me because I cant seem to grasp the reality myself Struggles of this world blistering across my pale skin, and I am not believing Not to what I see, with my heart so heavy. My love so strong and broken;you piece the pieces back together. I cry when you are away. Unworthy of your love, scarred beautifully by it. Trying to forgive myself for all the things ive done Knowing and feeling that it isnt working. Anguish washing over me. I cry when you are away. Ill bleed one more time for you because I want you to feel me. Relinquish a tear; was it worth it? Here I am, on my knees, the pain on my face. Knowing n

The memories stare up at her from skin grown too pale Each one having its own private story to tell. A past drawn deep by a thick red line. Echos of a voice always saying shes fine. Definitions meaning nothing, just whispers in dark winds. Listening to the insanity through its mental turns and bends. Inside a mind where blades and flesh concur. The past shadows the present, reality just a crimson blur. Take a look around at the 3d hate. Throw out the words that make it seem too late. Always believed in the lies across the skin. The way they gleamed purple and could be opened up again. Elegy of the hurtful memories kept inside.